"Camel cigarettes and a cold coke... please"

9:45 am, you show your student i.d. as you walk, but you realize you still got 15 minutes before class and slow down, you're in relax mode now, that's when you figure it's about time to open that cold can you got in your hand, drink a small zip and lit a cigarette as you climb the stairs up to the forth floor. You think of her and have another puff, you say hello to nobody and everybody, and stand next to the handrail in your favorite spot, it is so sad you don't know you're home.